8th July 2010
8th July 2010
Hey Princess,
I have so much to tell you! So today you got your first immunization. You cried but not too much as I didn't let you! I had your bottle ready for a distraction. We then went shopping to put some stuff on layby for Christmas. It feels silly as Christmas is 5 and a half months away!
Yesterday you were 2 months old and you are so gorgeous. You are playing alot more and trying to reach for stuff. Your neck is so strong and you can hold it up now on your own most of the time. When you close your fist it is impossible to open it which is why I think your favourite toy at the moment is your rattle, which has a frog on it with beads inside.
I am still breastfeeding however I am still battling with a low supply. It seems all I do all day is feed you!
Dr. Spanos gave me a course of Maxalon which will boost the supply, fingers crossed!
Last Saturday 1 finally cracked with your dad and demanded that he tell me how he feels or I leave. He refused to tell me because he had a few drinks and was tired, but it was alright for him to talk to all his friends all night instead, so I packed our clothes, you and Chloe in the car and spent the night at my Aunts.
They didn't even know I was there. I let myself in as they were all asleep. I slept on the couch and let myself out in the morning before anyone woke up. l spoke to your dad in the morning and he admitted sometimes he loves me and sometimes he doesn't, but he said he does want to stay with me.
It's still not good enough really. I'll be happy when he actually tells me "I Love you," kisses and hugs me.
It's our 3 years, sort-of anniversary next Tuesday. l say sort-of because we never officially got back together after breaking up a week before I found out I was pregnant with you. So maybe I will get lucky. It will be interesting to see what he buys me. l bought him laps in a V8 race car. But I couldn't keep the secret, I'm hopeless, he guessed it about a month ago. The sneaky shit looked at my internet history!
Anyway, I love you Princess
Mum
xoxo
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Hey Princess,
I have so much to tell you! So today you got your first immunization. You cried but not too much as I didn't let you! I had your bottle ready for a distraction. We then went shopping to put some stuff on layby for Christmas. It feels silly as Christmas is 5 and a half months away!
Yesterday you were 2 months old and you are so gorgeous. You are playing alot more and trying to reach for stuff. Your neck is so strong and you can hold it up now on your own most of the time. When you close your fist it is impossible to open it which is why I think your favourite toy at the moment is your rattle, which has a frog on it with beads inside.
I am still breastfeeding however I am still battling with a low supply. It seems all I do all day is feed you!
Dr. Spanos gave me a course of Maxalon which will boost the supply, fingers crossed!
Last Saturday 1 finally cracked with your dad and demanded that he tell me how he feels or I leave. He refused to tell me because he had a few drinks and was tired, but it was alright for him to talk to all his friends all night instead, so I packed our clothes, you and Chloe in the car and spent the night at my Aunts.
They didn't even know I was there. I let myself in as they were all asleep. I slept on the couch and let myself out in the morning before anyone woke up. l spoke to your dad in the morning and he admitted sometimes he loves me and sometimes he doesn't, but he said he does want to stay with me.
It's still not good enough really. I'll be happy when he actually tells me "I Love you," kisses and hugs me.
It's our 3 years, sort-of anniversary next Tuesday. l say sort-of because we never officially got back together after breaking up a week before I found out I was pregnant with you. So maybe I will get lucky. It will be interesting to see what he buys me. l bought him laps in a V8 race car. But I couldn't keep the secret, I'm hopeless, he guessed it about a month ago. The sneaky shit looked at my internet history!
Anyway, I love you Princess
Mum
xoxo
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