14th April 2010
14th April 2010
Maternity leave officially started and I'm loving it!!!
Maybe 6 months off work doesn't sound that bad after all 😊
I went to a doctors appointment this morning and heard your strong heartbeat, then tried to track down my Auntie but failed, came home, cleaned up a bit, scanned some old photos from year 11 onto my memory stick, then started cooking dinner. It was a relaxing day, to say the least.
I have decided to keep Mackenzie, I sent my girlfriend a text today to let her know. I hope the evil bastard doesn't do me over and you scream your little lungs out every time he goes near you!
Our house finally has doors! The carpenter came on Monday and Tuesday, and again tomorrow to hopefully finish them off, but I have a feeling he will be back on Friday as well because he is VERY slow!
I'm in the bath at the moment and have shut the door, privacy is awesome 😊
Maternity leave officially started and I'm loving it!!!
Maybe 6 months off work doesn't sound that bad after all 😊
I went to a doctors appointment this morning and heard your strong heartbeat, then tried to track down my Auntie but failed, came home, cleaned up a bit, scanned some old photos from year 11 onto my memory stick, then started cooking dinner. It was a relaxing day, to say the least.
I have decided to keep Mackenzie, I sent my girlfriend a text today to let her know. I hope the evil bastard doesn't do me over and you scream your little lungs out every time he goes near you!
Our house finally has doors! The carpenter came on Monday and Tuesday, and again tomorrow to hopefully finish them off, but I have a feeling he will be back on Friday as well because he is VERY slow!
I'm in the bath at the moment and have shut the door, privacy is awesome 😊
Your dad is having some problems at work, management sucks and he is under a lot of pressure. I feel kinda bad....but not really! It's kind of like karma coming to bite him.
I'm at home relaxing, and he's coping abuse for stuff he can't control. I did his tarot cards the other night and it said that he has been here before and just has to get past this challenging bit, then he will be fine.
They also said that we both have a move in residence or jobs coming up in about 5 months or so. Around the same time apparently, I'm going to go loopy and be really upset. Your dad is going to be really withdrawn and seek advice from one of his brothers. It sounded like we were going to break up and go our separate ways. It feels like we are already separate anyway...I can't remember the last time he kissed me or held me without me asking for it.
We used to be so loving...we used to always hold hands, kiss each other goodbye, tell each other that we will love each other always.
Sometimes when I know your dad has fallen asleep, I tell him that I love him, but it hurts when I get snoring sounds back. It's better than telling him during the day when he's awake. When I do he ignores me like I didn't exist for over a week. At least when I tell him when he is asleep, he wakes up normal in the morning.
Shit, here are the tears again.
I'm going to try and give you the best family I can do, but I have to face reality, that it might just be me and you. At least you will know that I love you!
On Friday I will be 37 weeks, maximum 5 weeks to go and I will be holding you in my arms. I had a dream last night that I wasn't sure how I was going to give you a bath! We have a triangular spa bath and the baby bath I bought won't fit over it. I came to the conclusion that I will have to bathe you on the kitchen bench!
We will see how it goes!
Love you
Mum
xoxo
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